Once I was fragile.
Now I am broken.
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When we lay there
and held our breaths
our bodies shivering
I knew you were a mistake
I needed to make
I knew you would burn me
I knew you would dump me
Please go ahead, do it
Take me there
To the point of no return
To do things
Instead of talking about them
This will be my very last chance
One day I won’t leave the train at my station
One day I will stand in front of your door
This will be my very last chance
I hope something will give me the courage
I hope I won’t have to go on alone
There will be no next chance if I ruin this one
It’s true, isn’t it?
You trembled a bit when you touched me?
I can’t forget about it
Cause it meant something
This is what keeps me awake
This is my pain
Can you feel it?
Once I was in love with a writer
He wrote me poems
They made me cry
I told him that
He was cofused
His words were never meant to hurt
They were meant to make me happy
As all the stars
I only have you
in my imagination.
Van Halen – From Afar
You’re fading
But your smell remains on my bed sheets
You’re fading
But the wind whispers with your voice
You’re fading
But lying on the ground I can feel your heartbeat
You’re fading
But my blood tastes like your breath
You’re fading
But the stars are still the same we looked at
It’s your project
To put me on a pedestal
So next time you kick me down
It will challenge you
To build me up again
Ruin me
I’m so drawn by your darkness
Pull me down
I want to feel your despair
Waste me
Make me feel as numb as you are
Kiss me
I need to taste your salty skin
Infect me
I just love this dream you’re in
Revive me
Cure me from your emptiness
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I haven’t got one anymore
And if a ten-ton-truck kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well, the pleasure, the privilege is mine
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I should have kept you in the cage
You wouldn’t have loved me
But you would have stayed
I didn’t care if you wanted to leave
If you only were happy when you are asleep
I was just a bit too sure you’d return back to me
You were the beauty in me
Now that you’re gone I can’t look at myself
The mirror wants to burst at my sight
I’ve turned gray and ugly and dry and old
My heart is withering
You cut off the roots of beauty in my soul
And poisoned the soil of my fields
No love can grow there any more
‘Almost’ is the punishment for all my sins
‘Almost’ is why it didn’t really happen
Weren’t we just one step away from being an us?
Now we’re an almost.
Almost love.
In another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world(Katy Perry)
He is moving away.
It will take such a huge burden from me.
The moment he leaves,
I’ll be weightless. Free.
I’ll never again see him as an option.
The moment he leaves,
I’ll be breathless.
It will leave me paralyzed.
I’m still waiting for our first kiss.
It will make him better than he could ever be.
We were horrible.
We were unhappy.
I was so naive and he was… manipulative.
He knew what he had to tell me.
Strong as I grew, I’d like to turn the tables on him.
I think he’s vulnerable now, manipulable.
I was not save in his arms and now I come back armed.
No, we were not like the movies.
Nothing but our ending.
I never forgot the suffering I was put through
by some girl leading him astray.
However.
It has strengthen me.
They say some things are written in the stars.
Lately I really question us.
Will we make it?
It’s a cold and starry night.
I’m drenched in tears.
I lift my head and look at the stars above.
Can they predict our future?
Can they tell me that it will be okay again?
Seems like the stars are speechless,
astonished just like me.
How could I ruin us that much?!
Hurt us that much?!
Damage us that much?!
Suddenly I feel so stupid,
Gazing at a sky that has no answers.
What was that world I was dreaming of? 